The Guest House

( by Jalaluddin Rumi )

Diri ini, yang sedang menjadi manusia
adalah sebuah wisma tamu.
Setiap pagi, datang tamu yang baru.

Kegembiraan, kesedihan, atau sifat buruk
sedikit pengetahuan diri hadir sebentar
sebagai tamu yang singgah tanpa perjanjian.

Sambutlah, dan jamulah mereka semuanya!
Biarpun tamumu hanya sekerumunan nestapa
yang melanda rumahmu dengan kasar
dan mengangkut seluruh isinya,
tetaplah hadapi setiap tamu dengan mulia.
Bisa jadi ia sedang mengosongkanmu
demi kedatangan banyak kebahagiaan baru.

Niat buruk, rendah diri, dengki,
sambutlah mereka di pintu dengan tertawa,
dan ajak mereka masuk.

Berterimakasihlah
atas apa pun yang didatangkan padamu,
karena setiap tamu adalah utusan
dari sisi-Nya, sebagai penunjuk jalanmu.

'The guest house by Jalaluddin Rumi,
Thank u to a friend who has informed me about this writing'

Actually, I don't have enough knowledge about analyzing poetry
Nevertheless, there's a little thing that I want to share after reading this poetry.

At the end, Each of us wish for the best which leads us to a happiness feeling   
But.....
What is a happiness?
Is it something that we called as a dream come true?
Is it a laughing ?
Is it a smiling ?
Is it when we are not feeling sad?
If a feeling of happiness is one of Allah's gifts, how about sadness
where does it come from ?
There's nothing in this world whether as material or immaterial 
runs without Allah's will behind  
Smiling after happiness is an ordinary thing 
but smiling after sadness is an extra ordinary one. 
My friends...... life itself is a gift 
we are weak.....  nothing can be compared
on front of the Almighty 
Today ... 
We are good persons
Tomorrow ....
We might be kind of bad persons
I  wonder what would I be in the next time ????

innii qoriibun min hablil mariid
"I was closer than artery" 
Allahushshomad
"Allah is where we can hang on"

?????

The thing is coming closer but it couldn't be touched. There lies hope and dreams which has no description anymore remembering that the hope and dreams have been reappear over and over again reaching zero conclusion. Now, there's only a pray for the best thing and a God's light that can bright my mind and heart keeping me from unblessing fantasy. The happiness is shouting far away deep inside me. The confusion has been interrupting my brain. The sadness appears to tease my faith to Allah the Almighty.The will has pushed me so down that I couldn't see to the other thing.The thing has been so long stayed in my heart.It's not an unresponsible passion or desire.I don't know how it starts. It comes unintentionally. As harder I push it away as easier it attacks my mind.  It's complicated but it could be understood someday as long as u realize that life is about thinking of the lesson behind His Will. Can I do that? Will I cope the effect of the feeling I have now?   One big question for me have I tried my best ? Lit me up with Your Light, Yaa Robbii, Yaa Kariim 

My Pray

Being a holy person
I've just read a book about woman's dilema. "Dilema" I meant is a condition where woman had a special phase biologically in monthly. And in that condition, many women felt that they became declined in their journey of devoution. I guess there are many things I found in this book which I thought also had became my problem long before. I wish His light will guide me heartly and logically.
To be continued